I have started to get bigger.
There I said it.
I have gained muscle mass.
Not impossible, not even improbable.
Definitely doable and doing.
And going way further with it.
I am liking the man I see in the mirror.
Fuck, I want to yell that so loud! But it goes against so much shit. There is nothing wrong with ME. Nothing wrong with me for wanting to get bigger, nothing in my way, my body is fine and capable, just this horrible sense that I am a fraud.
So I’ll say it here in secret, until I am strong enough.